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Isolation
02:01
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2. |
Incompatible With Life
08:31
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I try my fucking best
I want to feel some semblance of happiness
Something to pull me out of this rut
I need anything
I need help
Maybe in the end it's okay to feel this way
To feel so hopeless all the time
All the years that I've lost
Forlorn
I want to go back
Stop myself from fucking myself up
But I can't
My chest aches as memories linger
Resting on my chest, halting all progress
I want to be free of this rot
It keeps me docile, repeating mistake after mistake
An encroaching loss of ones self
One by one I lose my heart
Hopelessly drowning in this soul
I want to bring myself back to life
The faint dance, compulsive dread
Through my doubts and misery
Learning nothing throughout this time
Lashing out, through my teary eyes
Apathy towards my salvation
And yet in these restless nights
I long and wake for some stability
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3. |
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I try my fucking best
I want to feel some semblance of happiness
Something to pull me out of this rut
I need anything
I need help
Maybe in the end it's okay to feel this way
To feel so hopeless all the time
All the years that I've lost
Forlorn
I want to go back
Stop myself from fucking myself up
But I can't
My chest aches as memories linger
Resting on my chest, halting all progress
I want to be free of this rot
It keeps me docile, repeating mistake after mistake
An encraoching loss of ones self
One by one I lose my heart
Hopelessly drowning in this soul
I want to bring myself back to life
The faint dance, compulsive dread
Through my doubts and misery
Learning nothing throughout this time
Lashing out, through my teary eyes
Apathy towards my salvation
And yet in these restless nights
I long and wake for some stabilty
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4. |
Left To Worsen
06:53
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Deep violet petrichor seeps by my windowsill
Catching my throat, with its sharp distaste
Dimly lit memories of yesterday
How are you supposed to pave the way forward in life?
With each day spent decaying
There's no real choice in the matter
I've become so familiar with the idea
An eventual early end, of giving up
Most days I sit here, empty
Evidently I know I should do more
Dazed and confused, willingly creating a worse off life
Leaving all crucial needs, doomed and dreary
A faint glimmer, shriveled hope
I want to find my home, relinquish all of my ambition
Conclude all that's left in my life
Take my place amongst the rot and live forevermore
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5. |
Dreary Nights
05:36
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6. |
Bedside
02:39
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Thrashing out at my bed sheets
A hand underneath my pillow
My haunted, starlit dreams
Seeking solace
Obsessed with my mistakes
For they will never leave my bedside
They block my way forward
Offering no other alternative in sight
Indefinitely confined within this mindset
A place where I may never rest
How do I even attempt to recover?
It feels pointless
In the end I waste each day
Wishing for something new
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7. |
Permanently Diseased
08:20
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I want to feel joy
To be at peace
Where the sun shines
An existence worth taking part in
Something more than this
Staring out, restless
Diseased, bereft of happiness
Shaking, lost
Deceptive dreams of clear thoughts
Never ending
Save me, please
Give me the means to push forward
Save my soul and let me flourish
Please..
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Hertless Scotland, UK
Solo Depressive Suicidal Black Metal from Scotland.
Hertless was formed in January of 2017.
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